A New Chapter in My Life:

 This is us now. I moved into my new house in August and sold our old house in October. It was really hard but again I did it with a lot of help from family and friends. My cats adjusted to the new house quicker than I did! A lot of worry is off my plate now. I am going forward and I'm going to enjoy this life that I have been blessed with.

Happy New Year

 My heart is still heavy with grief. I'm starting this year very cautiously. I'm still trying to figure out how to go on with life without Chris. I'm scared, I'm worried about what will happen to me and I want Chris back so much it physically hurts. I drink too much, I worry too much and I feel so alone even if my family is here and have been wonderful about helping me. I feel like this is a journey I have to go alone on. Chris would tell me to move on but it's impossible to "move on". It's a hurt I feel like it never leaves. So where and what do I do now?